What next?
I wonder why this uneasy feeling won't leave me? I'm beginning to think that my mind is so used to being afraid and depressed that, even when most things are going extremely well, I create anxiety because it's comfortable.
Training is going really well. I rode 50 miles at 16.8 mph on the PCH on a really windy day. I really need to get some aerobars now so I can get used to them. I'm a large target so the wind affects me a bit. Also, I need to replace my watch with a new one since I fucked up the old one by not sealing it in the pool.
Just got called into a client's office. Gotta run
posted by Matt Moline @ 9:55 AM
1 Comments:
You hit the nail on the head... I have been feeling the same way. It's all self sabotage. If I could fix my self depricating behavor (i.e. creating anxiety, drama, weight gain) I would have a much better quality of life. You only live once.
PS Please post more, I really enjoy reading your blog.
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